Thanks for the kind advice in response to my last blog

I need to change my ways of life. I've been thinking about the replies to my last blog today, and I've come up with the conclusion that my life needs to be changed around. My thinking, my habits, maybe even size down my unrealistic goals. What could I do differently though, and how would I do it? That's the trouble I've been trying to figure out.

I could change my routine.

I could change the way I eat... However, I am watched because of eating disorder in the past

I could have a real conversation with someone for a chance.

I really need to de-clutter...but who doesn't?

I should exercise like I did in highschool...the only thing is...i was a tri-athlete and now there's more sports practices, etc. that I must make.

I know I need to listen more.

I need to try and have some fun.

I need to enjoy the journey of my life.

I need to have more Faith.

I should start writing again...and reading.

I need to figure out a stress relief plan.

But the truth is sometimes the greatest challenge we face in changing something about our lives is the actual act of doing. I've put up barriers within myself to stop myself from even trying to do something different, because I believe I will fail, it is too difficult to change, or it will take too long. I may never even start.

So I won’t start today; but try and start tomorrow. But I am sure I need to start just one of these things within the next month, and keep building these things up, because change, I know, only happens, if I try.

em j